god..

must really hate me...

i..

wish i didnt love him..

he doesnt love me..
he's ripping me apart..

ripping my heart into pieces..


i dont love him..
i dont love him..

fuck..
please.. make it stop...

you..

tell me u'll be there with me for the rest of my life..
how ever my family treats me.. u said u'll be there...

yea.. u're there..

screaming u're lungs out at me..
u tell me how worthless i am..
over and over again..
yell and scream all about my carelessness..

and u're no different from them..
not a single bit..

u said u'll rescue me from this cage..
u did..
rescued me from all that pain..
just to shove me off into the dark again..
to be caged again..
by u..

wow..
"heartless" doesnt even compare to what i think of u..

she..

comes to me.. scream whatever the fuck she wants.. calls me by all the fuck there is to.. does whatever she wants.. and mess me up in every possible way she can..

n what do u do..

u dont even give a fuck..
n more..?

u walk away with her..

i am..

ripped to shreds and shrunk to the very core.. torn.. inch by inch.. shattered.. crushed.. skin pealed from bones.. and thrown to the endless pit of never ending darkness..

n u..